pulling self up by bootstraps

Right, I have no where else to go with this, so I am landing here.

Just read something and my heart sank. Really. I'm pretty sure if you had watched me read this piece of trivia on the internet you would have seen my head drop, my face go pale and my shoulders slump. And after the conversations I had to have today it's just not really very timely.

I'm home alone, so there is no one to explain this to - and what I read isn't really that important anyway. So, it's time to let it go. Wonder if I can get to that stage of personal growth?

Probably not tonight. So I may just have a glass of wine and watch an episode of Big Love.

But watch out world. I'm standing tall tomorrow.